Monday, December 15, 2014

Christmas won't be the same without you

Christmas is fast approaching. 10 days to go before we reach the season to be jolly .
I still can't believe Mama is not with us and I'm still imagining that she went abroad and can not come home because her contract is good for 20yrs. hehehe.. As a daughter, I really hope things would have been better " if ". But I'm done with " ifs ", so I post my last happy moments with Mama. 

My constant date every Christmas and New year had left me so soon , sabi ko sa'yo Ma, I would love to go first coz I can't bear the pain of seeing you going 6 feet under under..hehehe...
I know even though you are up there and i'm down here, we still have time to chat ( sa puso ko . hehehe ) ... A mother like you MA is something I never imagine that I would do if ever I have my own kids.  Now, every time I heard the word SACRIFICE , I always remember you...

Merry Christmas Mama and you will always stay in my heart. I will surely missed your sweet smile and hugs but I know time will come that we will meet again, when ? I don't know pero wag muna ngayon may iiyak eh. hehhehe.. I love you Ma and I will keep you smiling from above in my own little ways...

Wala lang story ( Lovestory or something) by Mole Antolo

This is new.. This is not angst or something but just my point of view. Read it or not, just Read it. hehehe.

What is the real face of one relationship ? Is this like the story of a peasant girl who falls in love with a prince thing?

Are you the idealistic kind, having an ideal girl-boy relationship,parang "boy meets girl relationship".  Sweet-sweetan lang sa side, wah care if  kahit pa si guy may wifey or girl na iba basta, ba ang nakikita mo is ok kasi boy at girl naman? Ang tangkad nya! Ang puti! Ang Gwapo pero may asawa.. Oks lang no?...  yun ba ang hanap nyong story.....


hehehe. Kidding aside, whatever relationship we have right now, girl-boy, girl-girl, boy-boy all we need to remind to our self -- i think  RESPECT with each other and "NO DEAD AIR" please, is what I believe some keys to have a healthy relationship.

When we find a new person to be with, we expect this is it,"this is the one for me" and then kanta ka ng "you're the one for me, you're my ectasy, you're the one i need"..  +Backstreet Boys days pa talaga ang paandar, then Boom! Kala mo kayo na talaga. Get up dude! I'll borrow one liner from my office mate "there is no such thing as forever". hmmm.. naiisip ko nga din or baka akala ko sya na yung forever ko . I was so idealistic that everyday would be a new day to change for the better.

Naisip ko din , what happen next nga pala after sumakay ni cinderella sa karwahe did they really go for their honeymoon? or baka nag away sila kung saan sila talaga titira? sa castle ba or sa forest since don naman lumaki si cinderella?

Mga stuffs like that, mga "arguements" like that what our frends and critics missed  to know. "basta" they will believe don sa imaginary facts nila, ang alam lang nila is, when two separate because - dot- dot- dot... counting ...          then loading........     then may makikita ang eyes nila...
     then buffering........... then loading..........

Whatever the reason is, walang dapat i explain sa kanila.. first buhay ng dalawang tao yun.
When they separate to whatever reasons,Please! WAH KAYO PAKELS  dapat ang peg lang.

Consider it bonus when the person involve shares the reason on why they separate if not naman, then respect diba. ayaw magkwento eh, wag ka nang mag imbestiga otherwise reporter ka and artista sila maiintidihan ko , pagkakakitaan mo yun eh.
      So , sa 1 tanong then sinagot naman. Please STOP! no further question na dapat diba...

So back to relationship... naniniwala ka bang may perfect na relationship? ano ba ang  perfect na relationship? Kasi I've been very idealistic about things then, everyday sa Life ko i dont consider it miserable but a battle ground of hopes. Hoping for a change since ok naman ang communication namin, I missed that part kasi hindi pala lahat napapag usapan and I thought I can push myself to wait for more, but anyway, sana lang I learned my lesson. Not to expect too much from my partner.
Not to expect too much like care, isa-saksak ko sa isip ko we are different individuals.

Iba't iba ang mukha ng tao. Ang iba sa una akala nila weak sila, pero some stuffs happen with their life. Along the way they change, they become strong as a person. So when a new person came to their life, they think they know how to deal with them.

 .... I parked my pen, Oppsss sorry keyboard na pala tong gamit ko. Ulitan, I stop my "wala lang story"  and leave a simple something to ponder.

So I say it now with care,

 Love is not a Sweet candy house everyday.. When  the day you decided to fall in love with that person bear in mind that Love like this is your last day on earth , Care but  don't and  never expect in return, Trust with all your heart and soul.

 Let Love flow through your veins and Let God do the work then you will see it will turn our all right. I don't mean that God never worked in my previous relationship but everything happen for a reason. In God's Perfect Timing.
+Vikings Mall of Asia

I don't Love because I need to but because I feel the love deep down inside and I don't want it to stop.

 I care because I love the person too much and I trust Love to help the relationship grow.. O sya sya tigil na to..

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