Then I asked God ...

 Then I ask God

Everything in this world came from the ONE 

who created the heaven and earth...

Everything we feel the pain, the happiness, 
the laughter and tears 

He is the one responsible..

When I was younger than today (hehehe)

I care less about the real meaning of life, 
my mother's hand landing on my butt, that is the only time I felt a tears running on  my cheeks..

Never did I imagine that Life would change ..

Never did I imagine that I will cry a million tears..

I never imagine that I will grow up to be a fighter
 on my own battle..

I continue asking myself why it happened 

I thought everything was OK 

Yes, I thought I have a perfect life, a happy family 
any kid could imagine ..

I grow up in a simple world..

Simple joys, simple dreams and simple toys

I never see them fight over each other then suddenly 
I was left alone, leaving in other else house 

Somewhere in my dreamland, came a dark cloud 

I never expected it coming and cover my candy coated life..

Just like any imagination, this have to end 
and wake up to reality..

At my very young age, I learned to STAND

I step out from that dreamland and ready myself for the battle

I don't understand coz I don't know whose to blame
I was very young then, those questions

 just keep jumping in and out off my brain...

And so I saved so much pain, anger and tears.

But because of the goodness of my creator
I realized and learned everything..

I thought those tears I cried was wasted 

    I realized, it only washes my eyes 
from the darkness that I see

I thought those sleepless nights made me weak 

    but then I learned that it just give some ample of time 

       to think and be tough for the next day.

When it happened, it happened because it need to happened..

Why it has to end? it has to end because a new start will begin...

I learned to accept Life and find the beauty of it..

I learned to appreciate and love the Life I have

All the Love I needed is right in front of me..

Then I asked God, Why are you so kind to me? 

So kind enough to help me realized 
the greatness of Life and the beauty of it

I will never be the person I am today 

if Life had been so easy to me..